UnCovered review by Marraina Wagner, ACLS Ventnor Branch
Paradise Valley, Montana…a little over two hours from West Yellowstone is where we end up with our author, Brad Orsted. In his memoir, THROUGH THE WILDERNESS: MY JOURNEY OF REDEMPTION AND HEALING IN THE AMERICAN WILD, he takes us through the battle for his sanity and healing right before he left Michigan for his wife’s new job. From my own personal experience, I know the healing power that the area he takes us to holds for those of us with broken souls.
I was previously familiar with Brad through his work with National Geographic and The Smithsonian Channel as a photographer and videographer. I have also seen his film “The Beast of Our Time.” He won an award for “Best Environmental Film” at the L.A. Documentary Film Festival. I had no idea of his story though.
Brad’s story, in my opinion, is a necessary read for anyone that has suffered child loss, substantial trauma, or addiction.
We meet Brad, two years after the death of his 15-month-old daughter, Marley. Consumed with grief, regret, and guilt, we time travel with Brad through his constant alcohol-fueled, lucid flashbacks, and both suicidal and homicidal wars inside of himself. He longed for answers from his mother and the Michigan police department. We start to understand that his mother was caring for Marley the night of her death. She also waited hours to call the police and immediately stopped speaking to Brad and his sister when this tragic event occurred.
Brad spares us no detail through his chaos and journey of healing in the wilderness of Montana. The path the reader will walk with him is cloaked in darkness, rage, and more profound grief. It’s riveting, relatable, and even offers the reader a sense of healing.
His face to face encounter with a massive grizzly bear opens the flood gates to Brad’s exact moment of revelation. It sets off a chain of events and encounters with more wildlife that have only one explanation: his destiny, which was already etched in the stars for him. Abandoned twin bear cubs teach him about survival, and a wolf pack teaches him about family.
Brad tells us about his friendship with Loren Black Elk in the 90s and how he sought out sanctuary with the Ojibwa in Michigan’s Upper Peninsula on Pine Ridge Reservation right after Marley’s death. He tells us that he still ended up being consumed by his darkness. The grizzly bear encounter reminded him of that time, and he went directly to The Crow tribe to seek advice and healing, again. After his time with the tribe in Montana, we begin to see light peeking thru every page turned.
In closing, I returned my copy with a few accidental tear drops on the pages. I too fled to Montana in early 2021 for healing. I had no idea he took a similar path in the exact places I did. His story touched my heart and soul. I privately emailed him thanking him for being so incredibly open about his pain and his journey. He sends his thanks to the library for the purchase and shelving of his story. He hopes to reach others that have suffered and are in need of redemption. We shared our stories of seeking ourselves in the Wilderness of Montana and the wildlife encounters that changed us forever. Also, the ones we look forward to knowing that our healing is for a lifetime. In my opinion, this book could be a best seller and is an incredible read. I cannot wait to see what he has in store for us in his 2nd book.
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